Need to vent a minute

First off you dont have to read this if you dont want to hear a rant.also i dont have internet i just happen to be where i can use it .

okay so ive had a tough year but the last week and a half have been really rough. Okay so 2 days before christmas my boyfriemd of 3 yrs leaves me tells me he has been talking to a younger woman behind my back. I have been unable to work and he was paying the bills but he left me 2 months behind on all the bills. Due to a management issue i am being evicted in under 60 days. Did i mention he left me after he ate all my food up and used all my toiletries? Also my car is broke do2n and i am 7 miles from town. All the stress and tension,not to mention the cold have made my pain worse. I wont find out if i got my disability until after i am evicted. Ohhhhh and my ex drove past the house sat. Night peeled out parked down the street. Texted me approx. 50 times bout how im a wh@•# and such becuase i had an old friend from out of state who had just stopped by for 20 min. He followed said friend to their hotel and sat outside the hotel for at least 6 hrs... while texting me 100 times bout how i had been cheating on him. Which is completely untrue. Oh yeah he spent christmas eve with my family whilst i was home all alone.

im done now sorry and thank you

Never apologize for getting your feelings out. We have to because the stress makes everything worse. I hate you are having to go through all this. Good luck.

Thank you. I am out of the house tonight but i have been stuck there with no phone no car and my apt almost flooded last night. Christmas was raining and storming so bad lightning hit transformer and knocked out my electric for 9 hours.And because of the ex and his stunt am having panic attacks for the first time in 21 years and i usually enjoy time alone but am kind of scared he will do something bad. Is why i left home today for a day or two.

Allura, if you are concerned by your ex-boyfriends behaviour please don't hesitate to seek help and advice from The National Domestic Violence Hotline. HERE is the link to their website and their phone number 1-800-■■■■■■■■. I hope, though, things settle down in a few days and you can start to make new plans for your future. Kindest, Jules