It is finally thursday!!!! I go see my neurosurgeon today to get the results of the MRI of my head, neck & spine. I hope he says that surgery will bring some relief, I don't know what I am going to do if he says lets wait, like my gp thinks he will....wait for what??? for me to commit suicide because I cant take it any more?? I have never understood that comment, lets wait and see...see how much more I can take?? see how much worse it can get???
Never in a million years would I have thought I'd be saying I want brain surgery,....but...if it would bring back some of my normal life back, I'd do it in a heartbeat!!
So, at 2 i leave for my appointment, it is in Kenora, a 2 hour drive. My appointment is at 4:15...wish me luck!!!!
Good Luck I hope this guy can ease your mind with a plan to relieve your symptoms! I will tell u what, it seemed to me that they are much easier to deal with KNOWING I will have relief in the near future! I will be having surgery on Mon 17th and the I'm not nervous, I'm excited to be the person I once was! I can't wait to stand for more than 15mins without pain and laugh hard and loud without having to grab my head and squeeze~!~