Hi Michael - I have had two decompression and a third surgery for a C2 laminectomy and now I am tethered what appears to be on the patch at C2-C3 area. I also have slightly elevated intracranial pressure and am now taking Diamox.
My days are always a mixed bag with 1-2 days a week that I feel really good and the rest of the time I have terrible neck pain, both shoulders need surgery (I was told that in the near future I would need to have shoulder replacements done on both of them) and thus my neck and shoulders kill me.
I do a lot of research while listening to music to help me through the bad days. I am also doing a lot of writing. I have started my own memoir and I am also working on a screenplay. I also just got a puppy and he is adorable! I am not going to lie, he has been so awesome for me.
Spending more quality time with my daughter has helped me out tremendously. We started her in gymnastics (she is4) and it has forced me to get out of the house. It is difficult to do because I never feel like going, but once I am there it feels good. I think sometimes, forcing myself to do something helps me even though I am in pain.
I have also made it a point to find time to have a date night with my wife at least once every two weeks. Just going to dinner or like today, going out to Ihop for breakfast was so enjoyable. It gave us time to talk.
I have not been on here much lately because of all the garbage that I have been going through. With that said, I am going to try and get back in the game.
For me, dealing with the bad times means music, writing, doing research on the issues that I have, getting myself out of the house, talking with others, and trying to do some form of exercise each day (mostly just walking) for a little while helps me out quite a bit. I also have photography and fishing as an outlet.
It is not easy. My wife tells me all the time that I am too hard on myself. I am very lucky to have a wife who understands what I am going through and who walks with me no matter what direction Chiari/Ehlers takes me... Without her, I don't know if I could handle the bad days. I wish everyone had someone in their life who treated them the same way my wife treats me. I know that she helps me through the bad days. I don't know if any of this helps, but it works for me most of the time.
I never give up in totality. I might give up for a while, but then I am searching for answers shortly after. I guess you can say that I just try to be the best I can be. I know that there are going to be more bad days than good days, but I have learned to cherish the good days much more. I only have one life and I am trying my best to always stay positive.
Wishing you all the best,
Jeff