“It’s all in my head”
My head hurts,
The pressure the tightness,
The aches and the migraines
For me it’s the same day after day after day after day…
Some days I can walk a little more straight
But today isn’t one of those days
I’m clumsy
I fall
Its as if my feet just come undone
Through so many battles in my life I’ve overcome
But this battle here
Its like no other one
My neck is in a constant ache
I stand up I feel dizzy
Sometimes I even faint
My visions blurred
The ringing in my ear
Makes me wish I couldn’t hear
I’m tired
I’m weak
Yet I can never really sleep
When I’m alone
Like now
The tears begin to swell
And well…
One just fell
I can’t cheer for my sons
When they win their soccer games 10-1
The pain any strain causes is next to none
To leave the house is a task in its self
I’m too weak
But too proud to shout it out
My thought process is well…
To say the least
Not at it’s best
I’m a poet
I write It’s what I do best
But when I can’t find the words
This makes me more stressed
My speech is slurred
And all too often I forget
My body feels old
But I’m still young
I’m only in my 30”s
Please, please
Let this pain be undone
With my husband and kids
I wanna have fun
I’ve always been the strong one
And this to shall pass
This is my new life,
Yes things have changed
Since the diagnosis
I know I’m not insane,
I was told by a Dr its all in my head
Here take these its for the anxiety he said
But now the scans have shown
My head, my brain is abnormally grown
So yes
Yes it is all in my head
It appears my brain is too large for my head
Chiari Malformation
Is what my new Dr said
Danielle Hancock
09-14/2010