In December 2012, I noticed my first real issue with my memory. Didn't remember a conversation I had on my cell phone with my son about when we would have Christmas. But it was there, on my phone. Then there were the things at work. Lots of stress, everyone in my office was fired but me. Just thought it was that. I don't remember a day that my head and neck didn't hurt to some degree. Quit crocheting because I would see a "circle of fuzziess" after just few minutes. The ringing is getting worse in ears. The pain in my neck is the same, not any worse. My mother died in June 2012 of alzhemizers so that is my biggest fear.
So I finally went to my Dr. Jan. 2013. He suggested an MRI. I declined thinking it was just the stress from all the terminations in my office, overload of work, etc. A couple weeks later, I starting missing things at work. Not just small things but major things. I know the difference when you say, oh yeah I forgot to do that verse, having something that has your fingerprints all over it and you are seeing it for the first time. It made my heart drop to the floor. Went back to the Dr. had the MRI and MRA. Got the call that there were signs of a few mini strokes and something I had never heard of Chiari Malformation???? During the conversation I was asked if I where I wanted to go, Mayo or Barnes in St. Louis. When asked that question, I was still back on the mini stroke words!
Ends us I am going to a neurologist at the University of Iowa this coming Tues. So we shall see.
I have pain all the time, always have. I have what I call "zingers" in my head. I have I guess what they call migraines, starts out as a spot you can't see through then a ziz zaz flashingline that goes across from the right to left, then the pain. Headaches that are worse when I have to bend over. I have fainted at different times in my life. I don't pass out anymore, because when I start to feel that way I get to the floor. Yes even at work. The bathroom is really close, so I hide it.
Sleeping is absent for me. Has been for years, however that it getting alot worse. Most nights 2 to 3, some nights none.
I am sure that I haven't said anything that you all haven't heard. I just want to feel better. I think I have just adapted to symptoms and it is only now that they are getting worse that I find that these things are making life's daily activities hard to do.
What do you think?
I am thankful I found this link. I am looking forward to the comfort and reassurance I am sure to receive!