Hi Chiari Family.....
I am suffering for what I can an "Emotional Hangover"...As many of you know this past year has been a rough one all around.
My mom moved up here to NY and died in my arms on Dec. 7th...miss you so much...even though I know for sure she is in Heaven ..I miss her..I miss her asking me 10x's to heat the same darn cup of tea!!!
I miss her telling me.."Where would I be without you?" She built me up..
Then all those falls I took..reulting in RSD..Reflex Sympathetic Dystrohy and now a bad disk they THINK in my lower back..
Then the worst is my dear bro-in -law that was Dx'd last week with colon cancer ..and given 2 mths if the Tx did not shrink it..and if it did.5 yrs...
Well...Thanks to the Grace of God....he went to get the pathology report yesterday and the report stage 4....THANK YOU, JESUS...All your prayers were heard!!! Thank you all so MUCH!!xoxoxoxo
It will still be a long road for him..but it is promising...he may end up with a colostomy for a while if they end up doing surgery once the radiation and chemo is done...Jean-O , my brother..he is technically my bro-in law...but I have either called him Jean-O or Brother....He is a good man..but good people die and suffer b4 they do...we all know that.
However....like my mom use to tease me.."when you get on a roll..no one would guess that you have such love and Faith in Jesus." and she'd laugh...what she meant was..there were many times I would talk with 'colorful language'..mom would tease.."Lori, Lord only knows what is gonna come out of your mouth!!" Jesus loves me even if I drop the F-bomb here and there...To my credit...I must say ..I never drop it in front of children!!! LOL
Yesterday ..when I got this fantastic news..I was like a kid....screaming with joy and praise....no one can tell me otherwise....It was all God.
with all this that I wrote above...today I feel hungover...I do not drink booze!! It is an Emotional Hangover....I have pain everywhere ..the left eye and that entire side of my head is killing me even though I have taken pain meds.
Have nay of you guys and gals experienced this type of emotion and thus the physical issues that come along with it.????
Now Brother has a new name I gave him...Rocky.....cuz he is a fighter....we laughed when I called him that.
I want to again ..thank you all for your many sincere prayers and know that they were heard!!!!
I do not mean to offend anyone here that does not believe in Jesus/God....I am not here to judge you and your core beliefs...so please, please, anyone who has other views on God....I mean no disrespect.
i am rambling now....sorry....one more thing....DON"T LET ANYONE...EVen A DOCTOR TAKE AWAY YOUR HOPE!!!!!!!! EVER.
Love you guys!!!!!
Peace to you all and all my prayers,
Lori