I heard this song on a site that had a video sharing another's story- I had never hear of the song or the band but the song made me weep- if possible you all should listen to this one. if you haven't already - music for me is everything- and this one tears at my soul- sooo much said here
beauty from pain
by: superchick
the lights go out all around me
one last candle to keep out the night
and then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
and all that's left is to accept that it's over
my dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away
after all this has passed, I still will remain
after I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
and there'll be beauty from pain
you will bring beauty from my pain
my whole world is the pain inside me
the best I can do is just get through the day
my life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
and though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
and see how you've brought beauty from ashes
and made me as gold purified through these flames
after all this has passed, I still will remain,
after I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
no it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
and there'll be beauty from pain
you will bring beauty from my pain
here I am at the end of me
trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope, this nights been so long
I cling to your promise- there will be a dawn
after all this has passed I still will remain
after I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
thought it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
and there'll be beauty from pain
you will bring beauty from my pain