2nd Surgery

Hey everyone,

So i went to my docotor yesterday because i was having weird headache pains. At this point I'm nine weeks into my surgery. My doctor had me get a CT Scan done so that we could find out right away what is going on, and it turns out that the fluid is leaking through again, and building up which is causing pressure on my brain and causing the headaches. And he said that i pretty much need to get the surgery done again. And i'm just not sure how to react to this or how to handle it. I'm scared and freaking out. Has anyone else gone through this twice?