I need to know if i'm going insane or not help

I got my records from NS and NL today and I am pissed beyond belief right now. I want to get your take and see if I'm right on this---This is the report from my very first visit to NS in NOV12.

In the indication it gives my general information but says a rather complex diagnostic picture. She had a multilevel degenerative changes extended from C4 down through C-7. She also had what appeared to be a Chiari type malformation. Of note, cervical syrinx is present as well as 2 additional syrinx's in the thoracic spinal cord

Do I have right to be very pissed off when I just found out just over a month ago about all of this!?!?!?!?

I should up at mayo get a good team. I was in tears in class today cause of this crap